masquerade; paper faces on parade

Saturday, December 31, 2005
Bowling..

juz came back from Pasir ris Bawling ..

God Damn fun!!!

Now no more Longkang..

BUT

daMN

Bingit sey..

Mamat score STRRRRRiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Bleah...

Hehehe..Fun wif them..

as usual embarrassing me in front of the public..

Duh..dah bisas dok...

Wit Mat..Irfan..Khai..Fahmi..Liy..& ME

nExt tyme..???

Pool-Ling hehe

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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Too Bz..

hEY wadaup!!
Wow..Such a long tyme i nvr update..
Been very bz..This past 4daes..Werking my Ass off..@ ISETAN Theme International.

2dae is ISEtan Private Sale those ppl who have Isetan Priviledge Card..
Havoc sey..soo many ppl..My feet was aching..My knees shaking..
Kept running here&there..The storeroom was a mess..
The Managers alwaes jadi Kuli..heheeh...Command them 2 do this&That..
Soo many clothes strewn everywhere..Haiz Singaporean..
So kiasu..They make a mess of everything..
Fell of cekik'ing them..UNGRATEFUL PPL!!!
hehehe..Haiz...1 week skewl holidae tak rest..
SPend tyme by werking..nvrmind asal dpt duit..

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Monday, December 26, 2005
4pm

WeeeeeHeeeeee..

Rain Rain Go Away..
Come Back Another Dae

Yah..Yesterdae there is 4pm Induction..Well I join 4pm..After years of pursuing It..
Finally Im one of the Volunteers..

Firstly..I was all alone there..Gosh Malunye!!!!Nasib Baik Takde Guys yg kiut2..Hehe..
It was akward okey..Then Bla bla bla..

Then..3 of ITE Simei came in..Quite shock..Though..
All 3 of Them are from Sports Mgmt..
Hehehe..The Guy..Uhh..cant remember his name..Well his kiut..Gosh..
When he smile..He has pppuuurrrfect Teeth..hehe..

4 e teambuilding..We went 2 Yishun Safra..Wow..Gorgeous..
Nvr Venture out 2 the north..
Usually West&East..
It was suppose 2 be a fun-filled Extreme Activities..
Hehehe..Rock-CliMBing!!!Parachuting!!!Abseiling!!!
But..Darn!!The weather hate us soo much..That we left stranded..
So..we were given options bouldering or Bowling..
Actually i was bored 3rd option plz..Hahaha..going home..
But..I found new friends after 3hours at 4pm..They wanna go bouldering..
Bouldering is actually an indoor rockclimbing..
If u felt off..the impact is coushy..

Well...we were tired of bouncing aroud so we decided 2 try bowling..
Hahah..history in the making..1st tyme i played the game..
Sheesh..Embarrasing..Malunyer..Hehehe
slalu masok gutter..Only Twice i make it knock 1 and 3pins..hehe
But practice make perfect..at The end of the game i able 2 STRIKE!!!
heheeh..
Watver it is i had the most enjoyable dae..Looking 4ward 2 Volunteering

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Wat i get 4 Christmas??

Hohohohohohohoho...

Merrryyyy KrisMas!!!

Wat I get 4 Christmas is really none of ur bzness..

Hehhee..No larh..Well..I get a pair of earring..A bracelet...a Trinket..a Plastic mug..A brooch..

Ermmm..Lina..I havent get my pressie yet okey! heheh

But i have not get my ultimate pressie yet..haiiyoh

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Friday, December 23, 2005
Keciannye..

Yesterdae & todae..i nvr go skewl..
Gotta sore throat..Damn painful..Ate porridge the whole dae..
Flu..Sneezing sneezing..Ekkkz!!Now my nose ade skt2..hingus kering terkopek2..heheh
Demam..38.5..hOT HOT HOT...

hAiz..Miss 2 daes of skewl..Padahal..Dah nak 1 week skewl holidae..

Cant wait!!!

Ouh..Tml Exchanging Christmas Pressies wif the Babes!!!
Hahaha..Wat will they give me??I hope it somethings that i wanted..

and Yeah..Cant go ice-skating...WWAAAAAAaaaaaa!!!Boo-Hooo..
Coz i started werking oredi..Yelah..Nak xtra income..
Sorry babes..But see larh how..i kompem wif u guys..

Ouh yeah..Yesterdae..The babes msg me..They told me they saw Khairil..
Huh??I was kind of shocked..Wat he doing in skewl??
They told me they saw him in his car..& HE smiled at them..
Duh...Mestilarh..nti kena label SoMbonG!..
they GushEs..He sssoo Kiut..
Bolehlarh..give him some credit..heheeh

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I'm a Chinese

Nak Dgr cite Tak??
i blik skola..
Skali dgr...

Kring..

Kring..

Kring..

Ice-cream..
Ice-cream...

Teringin nak mkn ice-cream..
Nyonya baru jual..
I order larh..

Then..Auntie ckp dier ingat..

I

nIE..

ChInEse!!!

Mak oii..Kulit ku gelap..Ade ker dier ingat i chinese..
This oredi..2nd tyme..
Apedah..Kena pakai astigmatism lenses..
hehehe

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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Its Amazing..

YiiiiPeeeeeeee!!!
Hehehe..I made a dedicatn in Ria89.7fm..It went thru..
My Dedy..
Jana ITE SIMEI..
Kak Fiza..Dis is my 1st dedicatn..
Leh tak putarkan lagu..
Inikah Cinta From ME??
specially for yg tersyg..
Bdk2 klasz LA..
& 2 u 2..
But B4 that..In the Afternoon..We went 4 a coca-cola Trip..It was a very Long Journey..
So tiring..But it was very educational...We get 2 Watch How our Favourite Drinks being Manufactured..The Manufacturing Area were quite noisy..Lots of aluminium Can flying around.. But it was a very short walk..In 1/2 hour we were back in the meeting room..
Yeah..The meeting room was fully furnished..Quite trendy..Very the Stylish..
OUH!My group won again!!!HooooooRRRRRaaayy..
We have 2 break up in groups..And came up wif new marketing Plan..
That is 2 produce a drink for our celebrity personality..
We get TOM CRUise..
So we were quite knocking head in coming up wif something that match his personality..
At the 11th hour..we came up of taking an idea from his movie..
"The Last Samurai"..
The bottle is shape lyke a sword..Raspberry Flavoured..
The uniqueness is that..unopen bottle the colour will be white but...
Once u open the drink will change 2 red colour..the flavour of raspberry..
Tecnocolour katakan..heheh
We get a Qooo Hand towel as a prize..& A Notepad..
A free COke too!!!Lime Squeeze the new flava!

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My luck are running out..

..............................................................................................
Im feeling broody & moody..I felt all my energy are draining out..
Since..yesterdae afternoon..i felt totally worn out..I did not want 2 face the world..
I felt soo small..Why am I feeling lyke dis??
Im carrying a burden in my heart..I wanted 2 scream out loud...aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!
Then..I suddenly realise yesterdae that maybe im running out of luck..
Bcoz..I could feel the difference this past few daes..i wasn't my usual self..I was laughing..
Jumping around lyke a monkey..Total happiness engulf me..Why it did not last long??
I juz lyke a whirlpool..Turning around & around...I juz want 2 cry...
WHY????????Im FEELING LYKLE DIS?????
I juz cannot describe the feelings..I feel so alone...
Now im listening 2 a song that really in'sync wif my heart..
Going Crazy by Natalie..
Yah..Im falling in Love wif a guy who did not noe dat i exist in this World..
U might think dat im crazy..Yah..I am..4 living in This fantasy world..
Im still confuse...

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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Love him..love him not

Yesterdae...My bzfwen called..She had juz started werking @ Times BookStore..
Our called was interrupted by an AssHole!!Her 2years&4month ex Boyfren..They recently broke-up..She broke up wif him bcoz of his stupid attitude..He is soo possesive&rude..
Even after they broke up he is still suffocating her..
On the other hand she cannot 4get him..Of coz larh..3years of friendship..

Ouh..B4 that..we talked about how confuse i am..Im broken into 2 actually..
Between my perfect guy & my partially perfect guy..
My perfect guy does not exist in this world..While..My partially perfect guy..hmm..
yah..his religious..His caring..His an introvert..Haiz..He did not hv much of personality..
His quiet..mundane..Homely..He did not play sport..he did not have hunk bicep that i can hug with..He does not have dimply smile..His eyes is dreamy..But he do show some interest in me..Eventhough he does not tell me..Coz he kept hinting me bout how he wish i will be his..
He said dat im kiut..But im juz afraid that i will get laugh at if im wif him..coz he has a weak exterior..He wasnt dat manly...as most guy i see..
People will laugh aloud @ me..Im juz afraid that i might break both hearts..

Asha..lectured me yesterdae..it was painful..She Was true as usual..she sound sarcastic..
She told me that I prefer listening 2 people that my own heart..
But he is not a perfect guy 2 me..Im searching 4 the true him..
She told me there is not such man in this world..
I should give him a chance 2 prove that he isn't wat i think..
Asha told me dat if we r 2gether maybe he will change..&perfect all his lyfe..
But i juz could not accept him..
Yah..im afraid 2 be laugh at..
She alwaes giving me..there is no perfect people in this world..
U haven't been in a relationship for soo long..Thats y u feeling lyke this..
Its juz in ur mind..its self-conscious..
Oh Allah..plz help me..If he is meant 2 be mine..Give me some indication..

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It turns out fine..

heheh..I got the pic of me&hyrul..Im sooo delirious..
After 2 daes of "angau"heheheh..see im giggling lyke a small gerl who juz receive a sweets..
Im fond of the photo..i kept looking & hugging the picture..hehehe..
Its undescrible of how my feeling is..
Thanks Makcik u are soo sweet..Hehehe..I "forced"her 2 come down 2 meet me yesterdae morning @7.45am when i go 2 skewl..She was not late..4 the 1st tyme actually hehe..
I quickly snatch the"first lady"Plastic bag & look inside..
Gosh..Y muz it turns lyke dat?!It was senget..
Haiz..Makcik i thot u wanna be a photographer wat happen??
Anywae..i looked pretty as usual heheeh...He was wearing a thick make-up so his face was white
and his lips was damned red..juz lyke my Christian Dior heheeh..Then he wore his ugly yellow cap..But in real-lyfe he wasn't that ghastly heheeh..
Gonna print an 8R..framed it up in my room..

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Monday, December 12, 2005
I took a pic wif HYRUL!!!!!

Yabadabedoooooo!!!

Yesterdae..went 2 watch TAA..wif Makcik..Now i noe how 2 get 2 there..
I wore a bohemian style while Naz was much more different than her usual style..
Sporty meet Feminine..Tatally suprised
Anywae we were so excited yelah..wanna watch our heatrob..
Nervous when we enter the place..soo many people..
Then there's also The Datin's & Datuk's..Pakai gown..Tuxedo..Kain Batik..
Soo proud when the usher ask them how much their tickets is..
"Oh..100 Dollars larh Dik.."
We got the middle seat BUT we cannot watch the show that much..coz we were blinded by spotlight...Anywae..there was so mundane..no much 2 say actually..

But The real story is after the show..

We waited and waited..Artis after artis but batang hidong diorg langsung tak npk..
I was agitated coz it had been an 1hr we hung around the area..I felt lyke fainting pon ade..
I took pics wif annabelle & Nurul Aini..
When..Makcik wanna take pics wif her..I became the photographer duh..I was so awed by all the beautiful ppl dat im so nervous i could not hold the phone properly..hahaha..
Even Nurul pon ckp.."Asal ketawa nie.."
So..i waited till i dropped..But patience was going strong & they appeared..
I was estactic..kluar jugak krg..All the Gerls were running 2wards them..The Minder plak memekak jek..
"Eh..Nti2..Diorg nak tarok Barang..Korang leh tunngu tak..Nti krg nak sign bla bla"
I was kind of pissed of actually..
sO..i can't remembered wat actually had happen..It was lyke a dream 2 me..
Im able 2 see him..I took pics wif him..But the camera got some problem..
Mudah-Mudahan keluar cantik2 ajek..It will be devastating 2 me if the unforgiven happen..
Coz i 4got 2 take our pic inside my phone..Arrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!
But after we took our photos i turn 2 him & look in his eyes & i said.."Thank u.."
gOSH HE soo..GorGeous..
Now i noe y..He look lyke a gerl..coz he has the shape of a gerls eye complete wif Curled eyelashes..& he has high cheeckbones!!Tell me..where in the earth guys got high cheekbones??
And even my sis saw the show she said dat hyrul got perky butt!!Hahahaah..I was laughing lyke a mad queen..ade ker patut dier ckp si hyrul 2 cam2..

I went home as soon as the minder said "ok2..dah abis dah mlm pi balik..diaorg dah penat"
Malas aku nak lyn mamat 2..Mendak..selenger bacin..wahahaha..
Makcik & i were e 1st person 2 get lost from there..By leaving 2 trail of memories behind..

p/s:Eh??Pernah npk laki pakai skirt??Wahahahaah
This happen be4 the show..makcik urgent wanna go toilet..so i accompanied her..
She who has PERFECT VISION when 2 the wrong toilet..
Wahahahaah..it was damn funny..I don even said aniting till she was halfway inside..
Luckily theres no guys there..Mampos kang kau..Muaaahahahaah..
I will make u remember this MAKCIK!!!

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THEME anew!!!

heya!
When working on Saturdae at Suntec City Boutique..
WOW!!!Totally vast changes..Its beautiful,cosy¬MESSY!!
I remember 10 months ago when i Started working 4 Theme..The place was disastrous..Big Yet Messy..Undescrible..

Now..The concept was Feminine..Once the customer entered our boutique..They will see..The mannequin in a circle..Then our Counter..The extra spaces had become storeroom 4 used cartons,detergents,Vacuumcleaner...yadayada
AND!!!our clothes storeroom spaces is much more bigger!!Able 2 squat and sit & Brighter Lighting..
Yippee!!!
The Best part..The old staff who alwaes lyke 2 gossip around is GONE!!!I HATE THEM YUCKS!!!

I hope it will remain lyke this..

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Friday, December 09, 2005
how irresponsible

Watever!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
Y muz the happen 2 me..????????/

I work so hard..While others slacked..

I really wanted 2 do well..bcoz of others i had 2 be down-graded..i wondered y they took advantage of me?...They stepped on my head..WOii!!!Bapak aku byr Fitrah tau!!
I was damned mad...I do the slides alone..I do the report partially by myself coz they plagarise all my words..They only use their own word one or two..
Even another sit&shake leg..No wonder i hear all Negative stories bout them..The one i look down Bcoz of them(i was influence by the things they say bout him..)Turns 2 be the person who really hardworking..

My other friends shook me 2 senses 2 tell the authority but i juz could not do it..I may break up the friendship..Eventhough i myself now that their FRIENDSHIP SUX@@!!
Harapkan pagar..pAgar mkn padi..They went home even w/o telling me..
Kau ingat aku nie sampah sarap..?!

Haiz..y am i 2 soft-hearted??Other ppl i think will juz left themm to ROT..
hOW i wish i can become lyke other ppl who put Promotion First rather than Friendship..
I felt so down..ALL alone in this MLC..

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wish upon the starrrss *

yEsterdae did not went 2 skewl..I having Flu..But Then in the afternoon i went 2 Mustafa Centre..Wif my mom and sister..Hahaha Bonding Tyme with the Gerls..
4 the 1st tyme..I took the NEL ride 2 Mustaffa Centre..Mcm Org Jakun sey..Futuristic sey the Mrt..zoom 2 the future..hAHA..Yeah..& of coz we sesat..It was quite Funny..We alight..
We Go round & round Found ourselves @ the backside of Mustaffa Centre haha..Haiz dugaan demi dugaan then my sis made a remark..
"Org raser kan akak nti berkwn wif Hyrul..dats y tak dpt jumper Mustaffa Centre"
& do u noe the purpose of me going 2 Mustaffa Centre?
I wanted 2 buy the tix 2 TAA..i will be going wif Makcik..Yeeee!!!!
I'm meeting my hearthrob Hyrul..Im going crazie in Lurp with him..Hhehehe..
I don have $$$..I scrimped & save 4 him..I couldnt buy the $40 or $100..pokai tau..
So $20 Bagoslah..But i hope its not the most corner seat in the dark..
I counting the hours..

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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Y A D A Y A D A

Assalammualaikum..

takde keje toi..i hv another 1hr30 mins 2 go..my lesson ends early so now im in the library..
Y A D A Y A D A Y A D A..
sEE how boring i am..

eh!

I hv news 4 euu!!

Hyrul anwar'S sis schooled HERE!!!UnbElievable!!t..My guyfriend tell me..
Shocking huh?Hahahha..I teased him whether its real or not..He said its true..
Have 2 see wif my own eyes kan..aru bleh percaya..
Yeah..i oso told him that MY Ultimate Dream is 2 MEET Hyrul!!
Hahahaha...I will go sky-diving if i can meet Hyrul!!!

Now nightmare muz wait long2 4 my ETP..Wanna do Projek i do not noe where my teamate go..Haiz..how we gonna finish dis projek if they play hide&seek..
I juz dont understand..

Tadah..

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Monday, December 05, 2005
Makcik Left 4 attachment!

Halo!!Haiz..Mondae again..

Makcik left me..From 2dae onwards i hv 2 go 2 skewl all alone..I was so reluctant 2 step out 2 go 2 skewl..I juz can't believed how close am I 2 her..We lyke Bezfwen..She is there rain&shine..But still she cannot replace Asha coz i known her almost 4 mths only..Still i really treasure her friendship..Everydae went 2 skewl will fill wif laughter..Ade jek citer nak the citer kan..Haiz..Only 1st dae she went 2 attachment i already feel the pangs of loneliness..

My Bezfwen is in Clementi While My gdFwen is away on attachment..She only come back on 31st Jan 06..2 Damn Long Months..How am I going 2 cope?
I lost my motivator..Encourager..God..Please Show me the way..

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Sunday, December 04, 2005
Khairul Anwar

Yesterdae when 2 Hanyut Concert..Saturdae 7.30-8.30pm

Gosh........he is so daMN gd-looking..Much more better in person..
Haiz..couldnt take his picture..so many people came waving their hands in front of my useless 7260..NO ZOOM..I was so dissappointed..I wanted 2 see him so badly in person..But he ran away soo fast that i juz don have e energy 2 follow him..Lyke his other fans who maniacly ran after him..

I wanna his autograph..i wanna shake hand with him..I wanna his picture in my hp BUT
It was not fulfilled!!INstead SyedAzmir Face I kept..&I shook Hand wif Khairil..
ADoi!!Heart Pain sey..

I wanna see him again!!!

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Thursday, December 01, 2005
TeamBuilding

WE WON WE WON WE WON!!!
VixoNET vixONET vIXonet!!!
My group wins the match..Its Unbelievable..But I noe VIXONET is the BEST!!!
Go Vixonet Go Vixonet GO GO GO!!!

i made new friends..There were from My electives class..I thought they were sombong..but after noeing them..They were a fun bunch..Giler giler..Aku pon samer GILER!!!heheheh

We drew the most artistic Flag..The most intelligent meaning..I really had fun..

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